Is that what that was? And that was what I did? Well, thankfully we have people like you who know why I do what I do, am who I am and all of the places I "looked towards" in search of answers. What a burden it must be, carrying the weight of all that knowing... You are no different than every other snake-oil salesman. And, you are, no doubt, generating a tidy profit from it.

By the way - "endulge" is not a word.